No one stays.
i've gone through a lot in my life
dari kecik sampai besar,there's just so many things that happen throughout my life and i remember each of them
these are what we called as "moments
Allah itu maha adil,Allah had gave me so many things which i am so grateful about
i don't have a brother
and he gave me one,oh not one but more than one
i had a few adopt brothers when i was 12 until i'm 13 as well
diorang semua student sdar,i guess ada lebih dari 5 mungkin
some of them were trying to drag me into a deeper relationship but no,i don't want to
tapi lepas diorang habis spm,semua dah busy and like i said no one stays
and when i'm 14,something 'magical'
at that time,i really thought that my life had change into some kind of a
but nehhhhhhh,it's not and it won't
first time saya suka dekat crush saya masa form2 lah
that 'magical thing'
is taktahu macam mana tapi dia boleh tiba-tiba kenal saya
he was like 'awak ni masuk choral speaking kan?'
i still remember,masa tu saya baru je log in facebook and tetiba chatbox terbukak dengan sendirinya
rupa-rupanya masa tu dia tengah online
dia tanya macamtu like seriously i was so shocked
like how the heck can he recognise me? cause we're totally strangers before this y'know
then all of the cute little moments
started to appear,one by one
that's why i called it as magic
i like him but he didn't even know me and then pooof! it happens,just like what i've been wanted it to be
that was so a disney fairytale
. . . . .
and masa 14 jugak,i knew haziq,a guy from facebook
i don't even know how on earth it started cause i rarely chat with male strangers on facebook
but he was the only exception,how weird :3
i don't want to involve myself with such things anymore
love aren't forever,it'll leave us sooner or later
so why take a risk when it doesn't last forever?
none of it ever worth the risk,none of it
from now on,"crush
" is a meaningless
word to me
" thingy is just a dream that never came true,
i have to wake myself up
cukuplah semua benda-benda ni
my teenage love story is enough,in fact,it is more than enough
i'm really sick of everything,sick of guys and stuff
cause in the end,no one gonna stays
including your parents,family members,bestfriends and buddies
one day,they'll leave you alone
and at that time,only Allah stays
prepare yourself to face that moment,be prepared